y a y n e s s

!!! I survived from the busiest weekend ever! It's time to get worry about my exam .__. Seriously I am just done with a topic only. 6 chapters to go...ummmm that makes it around 150 pages for me to read O__O Please allow me to survive until my exam over OTL

Anyway, I shall share a little about what I'd done during the weekend and what made me a busy woman. So on Friday, I was assigned to cover Hari Belia's concert which was attended by U-Kiss. Erqi and I planned to go to the airport for Block B and U-Kiss but our mission failed because we thought they didn't provide any media area at the venue. Both of us stupidly waited under the god damn burning hot sun until........15minutes before the concert? -___- Then I saw this girl who is quite familiar. She was in the media zone. Er qi and I couldn't make up our mind whether to leave the crowd, to go and search for someone who's in charged of the media. After 10minutes we finally 'swam' out from the crowd. Lord, indeed there IS a area for the media. Seriously all of them are not professional at all. I asked around 5 people in the area and they either told me that they don't know or they are not in charged of that place, which was really dafuq.

The event was okay-lah since I wasn't really comfortable standing in front of the fans. They yelled directly at my ear and kept on pushing me. Super sharp voices they have. Thanks to them, the pictures I took were kinda ugly. Screw you. "OPPAAAAAAAasdfghjkl" and fuhhh my eardrum vibrated gao gao. After the concert ended, we planned to go to the airport to send them off, but our mission fail because we're late by a few second ._. fml much. Went home at 1.45am that night. Phewww.

The next day, Saturday, we're invited to the grand opening of Kenanga Wholesale City whereby Block B was one of the performers on that day. I LOVE THIS EVENT A LOT though I was sweating like mad throughout the event. Block B's performances were AMAZING. They managed to hype up the crowd, including me who went there as a media. I am now their 60% fan girl, thanks to U-Kwon. What happened? *flip hair* HAHAHAHA. Block B came out for a photo session with all the VIPs of the event. As usual, fans were cheering for them and media will be rushing to get the best spot. Same goes to me. I tried my best to "sneak" and "slip" into every space or....errrr hole(?) between the other media and yes I got the front place. Yay for me please? \O/

So all of us took like gazillion shots of them and something fun happened to me! EYE CONTACT WITH U-KWON FOR THE (N)TH TIMES. Kwonnie seemed to be kinda blur upon standing on the stage. Hmmm, from their expression, I guess all of them were really amazed with the number of crowds that turned up to the event. Oh btw, honest speaking, I only know 2 of their members which is Jaehyo and Zico. During the photo session, I spotted U-Kwon and guess what? He kept on looking into my camera (/^^)/ *happy girl* Maybe that was because I am the only "kid" at the area. In front of me were a few scary body guards and behind me were some pro photographers with their super telephoto -_-+ *hmmmpphh*!

Kwon looked into my camera again and again. I was really embarrass + excited + I almost fan girl due to the excitement. I gave him a signal to look to another side before me, getting hyper like a crazy fan .__. But then he laughed again and again ~3~ why is there such an adorable person on earth T___T *sorry jaejoong* I was blushing for the 10minutes of photo session. Kekeke O/

During Block B's fan sign session, I tried my best to take a few shots before leaving the venue to go to Teen Top's event which was held at Putrajaya. They were playing Nanrina as the background music and eventually I got really hyper along with Zoey. We're doing fan chant and some silly stuffs too. We waved to Park Kyung for a number of time and at last he spotted the crazy us and waved back. Puahahahaha! That was really fun k \(^^)/

After the event ended, we headed straight to Putrajaya for another event coverage. All of us were lacking of energy already by the time we went into the car OTL. Worst of all was the terrible horrible vegetable jam. We were quite excited since we're reaching the venue but the jam ruined our mood and added on our tiredness .___. We decided to park at the nearest parking lot and walked super farrrrr away to the venue. As we reached the venue, it was filled with a number of fans. There was no media area which totally pissed me off but I didn't really bother because I was uberly tired by then. Before the show start, the kind securities asked the fans to give space to the media and yay I turned into a happy girl \O/ There were these two girls in front of me, who came all the way from Singapore just from them .__. I was really surprised because that wasn't even a showcase. The securities asked them to move to the fan zone since they don't have media tags but the superwoman me tried to protect them kekekeke. Lazy to explain how but yes, they're both in the media zone. I am awesome YAY.

Went home after the event over. Was supposed to go to the airport but we saw the tweets stating that they had already checked-in. OTL sad life.

Anyway I will be posting the pictures in another post. Check this link (http://www.facebook.com/GoKpopMalaysia) for all the pictures of the 3 events ( Hari Belia Day 1 & 2 and Kenanga Wholesale City's Grand Opening)

and this makes me a happy girl XD

Time to study O/ bye bye yo

Yooohooo still surviving

Hello yellow mellow! It has been a very busy month for me .__. but I kinda enjoy it. Anyway, it won't last long because my assignments are waiting for me! We are bombarded with some assignments at once recently. I wish I am still in my high school, enjoying my days like a boss.

Am having another exam next week and I am supposed to study now but after thinking about the 7 chapters that I need to swallow..........my study fled to somewhere else. 7 god damn chapters, over 200 pages full and filled with words. It will be snowing in Malaysia if I, Gladys were to read all of them. Have to find another alternative way for me to squeeze all the information and facts into my poor little brain.

Yes, I am still slacking here thinking about the events that I will be covering this Friday, Saturday and Sunday .__. U-kiss, Block B, Teen Top and Dal Shabet. Wish me luck, people. Front place please? ;O; heck. I should be worrying about my studies now not entertainment. Okay enough of craps, I guess I better start studying now before torturing my brain at the very last minute. Ohmitofoh.

P/S: Rooftop Prince ended today :( Can't wait for the last episode video with sub though I don't want it to end. I LOVE F3 A LOT and hukkk I want Lee Gak and Boo Young to be couple in real life /might get bashing after this but I am sure there're some who will agree with me. Kekeke. I have to admit that I watch this drama because of Yoochun but then as I continue watching it I realized that all of them acted really well. Especially Bak Ha and F3 (Do Chi San is adorably cute, seriously ToT). As much as I hate Sena and Taemoo, I still love their acting a lot. They made the drama alive O/ the bad asses in the drama. Bak Ha shed so much of tears in the drama. How the heck did she do that? I mean so naturally. She deserves a best actress award. Ugh, everybody in the drama deserve an award \O/

Ladies and gentlemen, A MUST TO WATCH ROOFTOP PRINCE. kbye O/

Photo of the day! PUAHAHAHAHA

A chance can be a disadvantage when one took if for granted.

And please don't take me for granted. This is my dream, this is what I wish to do since long time ago. Don't make me hate you for ruining my dream and effort :) You should be grateful for receiving a chance. It's like a jackpot to you but hell to me.

Busy? Time management.

Nobody likes it whenever someone woke them up from their sweet dream. 

Super pissed off. Fuck up.

I spent my whole Saturday afternoon reading my high school teacher's blog posts. I experienced so much feelings/emotions while reading her blog posts. From emotional to the feeling of inspired, amazed and more. If and only if I am as brave and as strong as her to go through everything in my life.

Throughout my whole 18 years of living, I tend to just follow the pathway that seems good and secure or safe to me. Being a kia su type, I'm afraid to try something new as I hate to be judged or to be a laughing tool to others. //bad habit oh bad habit// The first time I go against my parents was when I decided to choose this course. My parents think that this is not the course for me and according to them, they said they can't see my future in this course. As everybody said, a mass commer has to be good in socializing and owns a very high self confidence. For my friends who aren't mass commers, they tend to think that I have all these aspects and suits this profession well. Unfortunately, I am just a coward person. Lol is that the right word to use? I bet some random people can do so much better than I do. Tsskk. I even questioned myself if I am taking the right step.

Anyway, I asked for it. The only thing I can do now is to improve and hope for the best \O/ As for my parents, I guess they are accepting it already /or else they won't pay the fees for me to continue my degree. With the works that I am dealing with now, they seemed to be *slightly* proud of me though they often ask me "NO MONEY ONE AH". But I always reply them with "It's more and even greater than money, ma. EXPERIENCE!" :) Hopefully these works will be really useful in future since I have been putting a lot of effort in it.  

                                                        oh btw meet my new companion

Have been spazzing a lot on him after watching Rooftop Prince, since the first episode.
way too adorable yay!

May will be an extremely busy month for me. Can feel the tiredness already upon flipping through my schedule wtf. Exams, assignments, events. It's really hard to deal with studies and entertainment. What more when you're chasing after your dreams. Sometimes I do feel like giving up, but after recalling how hard and how much effort I'd put in to be who I am today, nope I cannot give up. This is not the time for me to relax.Unfortunately, I am one of the lazy bums too. The law of attraction of my bed is strong to the extreme wtf.

I believe this month will be a super productive month to me OTL I skipped my nap today just to deal with my work. Sometimes I feel really stupid for working without gaining any salary but again, I told myself this is all for experience. I got extra motivated after reading Cheesie's post about she and Japan. It's really inspiring, that is one of my dreams tooooo. The only difference is the country since I love Korea sdfm. But her loves towards Japan is as much as my love towards Korea. But her effort is seriously amazing. Started off with just a dream and ended up with reality :( I need Doraemon to bring me to the future as well as to bring me back to the past to mend things that should be fixed.

Time passes so fast this year, agree? But thanks to the time, I'd learned so much from it. I won't say that I am that 'mature' already BUT I think I have been a better person, compared to last year. I know what I want to do, I know what I want to achieve, and my target. I sincerely hope that I am able to hang on to my passion throughout this 3 years. STAY FOCUS!

Oh and also, after years of-not-speaking our Malay language, I finally spoke it out today but I totally messed it up. No lah, actually not YEARS lah, 2 years only ~oo~ I was really confident before I called this important person to have some discussion but I screwed up everything. Thank goodness this sir is friendly enough and he laughed too when I tried so hard to communicate with him in bahasa /.\ I myself couldn't believe it cause frankly speaking, BM was one of my strongest subjects during my high school. All the "urmmms" and "errrrmmms" made me so retarded and the epic-est moment was when I paiseh-ly asked him if I can talk to him in English or not .___. Yeah, forced to thicken up my face's skin. But the discussion went well, in fact it's better than what I'd expected. Wish me luck! :D FOCUS!

yayzz

What doesn't kill me makes me stronger

Good day, awesome people! Have just only finish using up my RM200 book vouchers. I thought I am the only one who're using it at the very last minute since I don't know what to buy. oh and I was waiting for the god damn book for my university's bookstore. Unfortunately it hasn't arrive yet, since last two weeks. Very dafuq seriously. Anyway, I was wrong. There were so many people in Popular yesterday since it's the last day to use the voucher. Proven, we all love last minute job ;p

Lecturer gave us another assignment yesterday and I felt really fucked up since editing video nor filming isn't my field/skill. I hate doing it but mehh, I shall give my all in this video and hope for the best \O/

And to you, if you think I am such a person, sorry lady you're wrong :) Enough of hiding myself, and now I shall show my true colors. BRACE YOURSELF hahahahahaa!

P/s: Chatted with RS manager yesterday. He is so so so super friendly :3 I can't wait to meet him again!
Meanwhile, lets focus on the things to do first O/ hwaiting!

Perfection